The Lazy Seeker( Just some thoughts)


There I said it, I am lazy, I think it is within my mind, not in my body. But soon I am going to change that. I was working on something and it is already giving me results. This Something is related to Universe and it is already answering me, changing me.

I hope I will be able to continue that, get a better test of life. Blossom it. Another something happened, I bought a little carpet for doing my meditation and I hope now, after 2-3 years, I must continue my practice of meditation, no matter what happen outside, inside it must be done by me. Now I am working for Birla sun life, I also have to sell a policy, to be honest with me and with the universe.

I don’t know how that is going to be possible. So I am asking the help from entire universe to help me to sell this damn policy. I and this universe know the power had given to me for selling this policy. But using that power will be morally wrong, I really don’t know the reason, But the feeling is not good. Sometimes I wish I would not be that much conscious of right or that.

when I even further analyze myself with this question, I also found out that, it’s not about morality, it’s also about that when I use the power(List) brother had given me. I don’t know what I will tell them. From where I got their number and all that. One lie leads to another lie, at all cost I really I want to avoid that.

So it’s a big one question. And the seeking thing is also going well. I am the lazy one. I think that I want to expand my existence but somehow it is not happening, So I am doing it by another way. By reading book watching countless movies. And I don’t know what else I am going to do.




You know, sometimes I think whether I am an Indian first or a man with religion, should I discriminate people based on their skin and color. These days I am so filled with news around the world about violence.

I thought it would be a better world without all these things, I know I am being narrowed, Forgive me for this. But if you would care to follow the news, maybe you would understand all this.

When The life was being created on this earth. When we were evolving, I am sure there would be no such thing as like these.

But then I came to understand that with differences life can not be colorful, beautiful. But it also doesn’t mean that we should feel ashamed of our creed or religion. This difference makes life so interesting otherwise it would be boring like a freaking movie.

I am not saying anything on gender because those are personal choices, I have no right.

I am saying all these because the other day I was watching sense8( I am not promoting it). In this tv shows. It clearly shows us how every human being face the identity crisis, no matter who you are?

Your little place In this big world.

So be happy, do what you like and one day you will feel like, let’s say.. hoorah…………